not worry at all

finals coming and i still have two presentations to go and three reports to hand in. FIY, due date is on the 19th of Nov. and im still busy facebooking and chit-chatting around like i have nth else more to do in this world... shit.. someone S.O.S PLS...... leaving for KL next sunday. finals are after my vacation.... dying

the only way that i know how to feel

Before you let me fall,
Kill me so I don't feel it at all
And Push my body up against the wall
And pick your poison
Cuz everything feels wrong
And I don't know where I belong

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that's the only way that I know how to feel

Maybe it's a phase
Maybe I'll break out of it someday
Maybe this is just my twisted fate
I always feel like everything is wrong
And I don't know where I belong

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that's the only way that I know how...

To feel your arms around my neck
I'm suffocating with regret from all the wasted hours spent
Believing I was never meant
To touch the face of something real
These "so called" scars will never heal
And I put down a deal
Cuz that's only way that I know how to feel

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Broken and bruised

Take me for granted
Make me... I promise that you'll
Never keep on fallin' to pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that the only way that I know how to feel

I know how to feel...
You're the only way that I know how to feel

<3

i decide coming back for this! my blog. (: i miss this thing to bitsssss...

♥ ♥

quitting this. goodbye my love. ♥

i still love you.

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it

Make or break upCan't take this madness

We don't even really know why

All I know is babyI try and try so hard

To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point

Then I highly doubt you ever will

I really need you to give me

That unconditional love I used to feel

It's a mistake if we just erase it

From our hearts and minds and I know

We said let go

But I kept on hanging on

Inside I know it's overYou're really gone

It's killing me'cause there ain't nothing

That I can do

Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself

That you'll come back around

And I try to front like "Oh well"

Each time you let me down

See I can't get over you now

No matter what I do

But baby, baby

I stay in love with you

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wondering??

She's not fine. Grandma just left to Sibu using Biramas. Hopes she's doing fine fine fine...worrying =( if the bus safe enough? *i pray so hard* Just got back from bus terminal.. i smelt like er fish ? NO!! iTS Smoke coming from cigarettes. i hate the smell conquering my body and hair..i donwanna die for being secondhand smoker so pls...!! Ppl who smoke [ no offence to Steven ] stay far far far far far far times INFINITY away from me. Do u know how hard i've wash my hair everyday with smoothies odour and yet my hair ended up with smoke smell almost everyday..Is there anyplace in Kuching where ppl do not smoke?? i'll go there everdyday. eh wait. depends LOL...

that's it for now! off to shower......... =)

no offence to smokers*